week update
0 Adorable | Friday, April 17, 2015 04:50
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Hai guys! i just dont know why i wanted to write a blog or maybe share my story lately. i think its because i found my sister blog and read it and i feel like she is really good at blogging. i just really wanted to share something at least.
ok i just going to start off with saying that i started this blog about ameba pico ( it's a game ) - and yes, i just really wanted to pursue my writing to get better so, yeh bear with it :)
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so, i just feel like to share my little week update, and overall its not a good week, i am just really not having a real good week. last time, i got my good week, is just
well, i've been stressing about school for the beggining of the year, i started to feel really stress and my head just full of negativity. my sleeps just messed up and my happy mood is no longer available, i can't really get someone jokes and all of them just blunt. just blunt. people calls me fat and everything is not happy enough, everything has taken away from me. and of course, theres my friend helping me through thick times. guys, if you are reading, i just want to say, that i love you more than you ever loved me. thanks for being where i am. thank you.
starting off the week i am so busy with homeworks, by i meant homeworks is actually more than you ever think off. i should'nt complain since i really wanted good grades, but sometimes i feel like i need to. homeworks, times with family, and more are stressting the
the next day, on monday, its been starting really bad, my body is just not cooperating with my mind. i dont want to wake up from bed, i snuggled a lot, i really dont want to wake up, even walking. going to shool is such a disaster, my teacher on the first period, is scolding us. my day even worse. and of, assembly- ohmygosh my friend piss me off, like i am not there at all. as a extrovert, i am real having a bad day is such a good day to anyone else. urgh, i also dont even know!
well, tuesday is just blunt. still no improvement - of course, the same thing goes on and on and on and on. boom clap ! ok stop it :8
wednesday, is such a real glorious day. see what i did there <.<
wednesday is the day, i was humiliated by my teacher, just only about my typos' in my book. my teacher make it big deal about it, my teacher even speak all my typo out loud. i was embaress but to cover my shyness, i laugh too! fake laugh. its my job haha. lol. all my friend just really laughing real out loud. it was embaressing, i was smiling the whole time while what i wanted to do is burst out my cries in my heart. my teacher even compare my to bad classes. i am really think that i am dumb. and of course, after i took my book, i cried at my desk, everyone notice, but i told them its okay. at that time, what i really think is i am worthless, dumbass and just some random piece of
i just dont want to share. i am really having a bad day. see ya gain bye!
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  Jane zafyra. prefer to be called jane. to be clear, if you want to leave any hurtful/ butthurt comment, 100% allowed, but i just dont give a shit ;) make sure leave your footprint on the comment section <3
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