do every single people had been in this case? Where you just crushing on someone and you cant even stop thinking about them. The next you know how charming they are and suddenly crying because of the pressure and in the end they will end up liking each other or a major disappointment. 

at least, have you been in there? 

Hello! Welcome to my blog and read this blogpost, im hoping you had a great day and time spend with the ones you loved. How are you? Im so sorry for not updating, i was actually pretty bust these days with school stuffs and my life just been so gret, move on from self harm and pretty much everything are going fine.

have you been in the life where you are crushing and probaly thought you will end up marrying them and what you want to do is look at them every single day. I'll bet everyone does.

I just want to say, yes! You may share your exictement about how you met them and how charming they are, how even they are just to gorgeus and handsome looking, you really wanted to share everything with everyone.

I've been in there and i felt really annoyed to myself how i cant stop thinking and share all he information ( that supposably really weird ) about my crush. How before i sleep i stalk them like a creeper. How when i saw him, i become someone that you putted in the oven after 2 minutes. And i feel i am very annoying and srsly fucked up. 

I would each day seek for apologize from my friends just because how many in the days i started to annoy them just because i wanted to sharr the excitemnt of havi g the guy that is not mine. i was dumb and wrong.

the next thing i knew, my friend tell me about his girl friends and his exes or anything relate and i feel like punching myself just because how dumb i am to fall in love with someone ver quickly. im having those bad days because how i am depress and suddenly a guy come and just standing stopping me from all of them and bring me out from he blues but send it back by doing nothing. 

but that does'nt stop me for liking him.